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| our time is fleeting so we take control 4th july i know that im really stressed when im going thru the i-dream-of-dead-people thing again. ugh. last time was like in sec 4. now im going thru it again...hate it!!!! i slept 6 hours yesterday, 3 hours in the afternoon, 3 hours at night. of which i dreamt of like mass murders, car accidents and guns and dismembered bodies and everything in full detail...gore, blood and all. so disturbing. what's up with me?! and no, i dont watch such things on tv..ive watched less than 10 csi episodes in my life and i dont think harper island counts. and im starting to take my academics seriously, if i can pin up all my hair for 1 whole week without feeling uncomfortable..............I AM TRULY A NERD! okay i'll make full use of this long weekend to study chem inside out and outside in!!!! must at least do a little better to offset the rest of the horrible papers this week...only chem paper 3 seemed okay to me... bye everyone. not looking forward to sleeping. xoxo. |
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| on the side of me 20th june hi im going to cry anytime soon im so touched  jinnie went back to the children's home in cambo this june for a visit.. last dec i actually wrote some letters to the kids there and one of them still rmbs me and wanted to write back!!! the joy.. :) To Melissa: Ponle said he is sorry as he did not have the time to write a letter to you though he wanted to do it very much. The 12 graders just finished their exams on Wednesday thus he was concentrating on the exams back then. He said he miss you alot and hope that you and Jourdan can go back to the Home again. im filled with some kind of satisfaction and joy which i never really felt before. 
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| the heart of life 18th june 09 its only 11 days to blocks. omgzzz ELEVEN. i dont care im taking a break tmr. retail therapy with the bf!!! yay  gss here i come. i am going to jostle the crowds tmr haha. and im jk. hate crowds. talk about clastrophobia. studying has been pretty . i had a panic attack last sunday coz i thought i was going to drown in all my notes. can i say how much i hate apgp and MI and method of differences/recurrence aebgut39u)#@*&. ok im abt 20% done for bio i hope i can push up my U to an E this blocks. hahaha. i have pretty low expectations of myself. ok bye everyone i hope i get new dresses and tops tomorrow. online shopping is not satisfying enough. xoxo. |
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| everything in its time14th june rar rar rar im so annoyed with how things are right now. i hate to study. i have no clothes to wear. my room is in a mess. i dont wanna study. i dont wanna memorise stuff like peppered moths on a tree bark during industrial revolution. i am putting on weight. i hate my arms. i can be considered homeschooled because i have BCME tuitions. wowza. i dont know if i should go for myanmar mission trip. i dont know what im doing!!!!! i spent $50 on a hairtrim this week. reds salon. omg save me. there was no difference!!!!!! i am so annoyed. sometimes i wonder why salons charge cuts by hairlength. i had to pay the maximumzzz for a female wash and cut coz i had long hair but i came out looking the same! hello mister hairdresser. i have a million dollar question: should i cut my hair to a lob = long bob? i am tired of my long strangly hair thats beginning to thin like crazy coz i dont know im either shedding or sth its scary!! 
so far its like 4 yes and 1 no. i dont know. i want nice long wavy curly hair once im done with school. okay i dont know. ask me this a few days later and i probably want long hair again. okay bye! thats all for my ever so superficial blog posts. gd luck to those ssssstudying for blocks2. xxxoxo |
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