4th july

i know that im really stressed when im going thru the i-dream-of-dead-people thing again. ugh. last time was like in sec 4. now im going thru it again...hate it!!!! i slept 6 hours yesterday, 3 hours in the afternoon, 3 hours at night. of which i dreamt of like mass murders, car accidents and guns and dismembered bodies and everything in full detail...gore, blood and all. so disturbing. what's up with me?! and no, i dont watch such things on tv..ive watched less than 10 csi episodes in my life and i dont think harper island counts.

and im starting to take my academics seriously, if i can pin up all my hair for 1 whole week without feeling uncomfortable..............I AM TRULY A NERD!

okay i'll make full use of this long weekend to study chem inside out and outside in!!!! must at least do a little better to offset the rest of the horrible papers this week...only chem paper 3 seemed okay to me...

bye everyone. not looking forward to sleeping. xoxo.