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pon pon pata pon

Fri, 30 Oct 2009 10:18:29 GMT

i just feel the urge to write something frivolous in my xanga today.

i regret signing up for internet banking device. online shopping is bad. with convenience comes..........bad finance management??? NEED A JOB.

i dont know why, perhaps is a bad hair cut or a bad hairdresser or because i started using a comb instead of a brush, but when i run my fingers through my hair..there are TANGLES!!!!!!!!@@@ grarredgadg.

okey dokey.

stupid a levels are stressing the shiz out of me. it has killed my appetite :( yay or boo..ive lost 2 kilos! okay not like there's any physical difference. im still a lard ass. lets see...if it can go any lower!!!

today was my most efficient day this week coz i went for both mock papers in school. never achieved so much within 5 hours.

gotta learn to embrace the exam period coz busy with exams = stress = loss of appetite = weight loss and also busy = spend less moola = restore nets account =

xoxo

makes my world go round :)

Thu, 08 Oct 2009 14:51:30 GMT

xoxo

always and forever

Fri, 25 Sep 2009 08:39:43 GMT

thank you lord

i think i've learnt alot.

stained glass masquerade

Wed, 26 Aug 2009 13:43:32 GMT

ultimate bimbotic layout ftw. me likey.

prelims are coming, im really distracted and i dont really care about my academics for now which is worrying. sometimes, other things gotta come first before studies.

to do:

1) study

2) lose weight

3) pray hard and have faith

not in order of priority.

i am. SO. tired.

bye.

thou shall not bitch

Sat, 22 Aug 2009 13:23:13 GMT

eph 4:29 do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen.

I WANT A BABY PONY!!!!!!111

Sun, 09 Aug 2009 11:24:34 GMT

090809

i want a baby pony. ie.

babyyyy ponnnyyy now please

anw happy national day!

xoxo

i'm not bulletproof

Sun, 26 Jul 2009 06:27:32 GMT

26th july 09

i guess life goes on whatever it is. tho im quite scared for prelims, afraid that i'll be unable to focus and stuff. i do feel pretty sad now and then but i guess i try not to show it that much. whats the point right.

just thank God that it happened, maybe its a test of faith after all. i guess we're considered pretty fortunate and may just probably end up taking things for granted. and i do feel blessed that there are many people out there that care...thanks.

i'll be strong. and study hard. and lose weight (omg). ok im going out to watch harry p. now.

hold on

Fri, 10 Jul 2009 08:04:14 GMT

the both of you are really breaking my heart.

our time is fleeting so we take control

Fri, 03 Jul 2009 15:36:22 GMT

4th july

i know that im really stressed when im going thru the i-dream-of-dead-people thing again. ugh. last time was like in sec 4. now im going thru it again...hate it!!!! i slept 6 hours yesterday, 3 hours in the afternoon, 3 hours at night. of which i dreamt of like mass murders, car accidents and guns and dismembered bodies and everything in full detail...gore, blood and all. so disturbing. what's up with me?! and no, i dont watch such things on tv..ive watched less than 10 csi episodes in my life and i dont think harper island counts.

and im starting to take my academics seriously, if i can pin up all my hair for 1 whole week without feeling uncomfortable..............I AM TRULY A NERD!

okay i'll make full use of this long weekend to study chem inside out and outside in!!!! must at least do a little better to offset the rest of the horrible papers this week...only chem paper 3 seemed okay to me...

bye everyone. not looking forward to sleeping. xoxo.

on the side of me

Sat, 20 Jun 2009 12:55:13 GMT

20th june

hi im going to cry anytime soon im so touched jinnie went back to the children's home in cambo this june for a visit.. last dec i actually wrote some letters to the kids there and one of them still rmbs me and wanted to write back!!! the joy.. :)

To Melissa: Ponle said he is sorry as he did not have the time to write a letter to you though he wanted to do it very much. The 12 graders just finished their exams on Wednesday thus he was concentrating on the exams back then. He said he miss you alot and hope that you and Jourdan can go back to the Home again.

im filled with some kind of satisfaction and joy which i never really felt before.

peace.